My Discovery to obedient toward Allah

First Chapter

My discovery started when I was 5 years old . That time in 60's Islam is not practise wisely yet.My father and mother busy working to raise me and my siblings and they just do not focus on giving us Islamic teaching. Maybe they also at that time do not have deep knowledge about being a  good muslim. My curiosity about Islam first occurs when I saw  of my friends went to my neighbour house to learn Al Quran. I then asked my mother to go my neighbours house to ask their permission so that I can also learn Al Quran  too . She then went to my neighbour telling her that I also want to learn Al Quran .I am so happy that I amalso  able to learn Quran with my friends It's quite fun to go and learn Al Quran with my neighbour since before she and her husband teach us Al Quran we have to do a few house work such taking water from well , cut  and clean banana leave since they are making "kueh pelita "to be sell the next day . We call them guru mengaji. they are my first Guru Mengaji.May Allah bless them .Aamiin.I just can't remember how long I learn Al Quran with my first guru Quran here because what I remember I went a few other guru Quran before I am twelve years old. I'm  a type of person that do not like fierce person.Sometimes I feel they ignored me and being bias. Not sure it is just my feeling or for the  truth.Pitty my mother and father that they have to look for other guru mengaji because I am relectent to continue with that particular guru mengaji .May Allah grant my mother and father Jannah.Aamiin 

My next discovery to obedeint towards Allah is learning how to pray I am very curious whhen I saw my friends father call them back everytime Azan was recite from the mosque. They said it's time to pray. I',m asking myself why they pray but why I''m not. This is very unfair since I am also a muslim Then I ask my father to to teach me how to pray . He then bought a book teaching how to pray. That time I was 11 years old . I had never missed my prayer since that time. When I was in secondary schoold I went to evening section class . I was at school during Zuhur and Asar . I feel bad that I will miss my prayer . I went out during class and went to empty class to perform my prayer . That time we do not have Surau at school as now . 

Another things about be a good muslim is that about wearing a scaaft for women . I just wonder how I got the idea of covering my head at that time.I will  Our of school everytime I went out I will cover my hair with scaft or a big shawl where Kelatan people call kain batik lepas I'm  feeling it's being it's is sins as muslim women not  to cover our head.Feel so sad that I have to go school wearing skirts and without covering head. What to do that's the rule at that time. I really admire one of the student at my schoold fighting with the schoold so that his daughter can wear kurung instead of skirts.When I went to form four I was so happy that we girls are allowed to wear kurung and scarfs.

To be continue

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 To Touch The Heart

 

To touch the heart of someone dear 
though it might sometimes cause a tear
To fall or rest upon the cheek
Should be something all one should seek. 

For often hearts not touched at all
Start hardening and shrinking small
And then the time it takes to grow 
A loving heart is very slow. 

For hearts expand as those who care
Extend their love and let us share 
A moment, space or special phrase
that eases pain on dreary days.

Or simply starts our lips to smile 
and brightens time for just a while.

The ways and kinds and means of sharing

it seems to me - Are based on caring.

And though we're often worlds apart
You still can touch my very heart. 
You make me smile or shed a tear
And I'll remember year to year 

Just how your 'touching' helped me grow 
And I just thought I'd tell you so.

Jangan menangis jika di sakiti
Jangan menangis jika di Lukai
Jangan menangis jika di Khianati
Jangan menangis jika di Bohongi
Jangan menangis jika di Lupai
Jangan menangis jika di abaikan

Tersenyumlah..
dan katakanlah...

'' Terimakasih atas selama ini.. Karena engkau sudah menjadikan ku menjadi lebih Kuat '' Aamiin3x Ya Rabbal Aalaamiin, Insya Allah

“Jangan bersedih bila kebaikan Anda tak dihargai orang, sebab yang Anda cari adalah pahala dari Allah Swt.” (‘Aidh al-Qarni).

Niatkan semua amal kebaikan hanya karena Allah Swt semata. Dan jangan pernah mengharap terima kasih dari orang lain! Jangan pernah merasa resah dan gundah karena kebaikan Anda kepada orang lain justru dibalas dengan perbuatan keji. Betapapun, apa yang Anda cari seharusnya hanya pahala kebaikan dari Allah Swt. 
Aamiin3x Ya Rabbal Aalaamiin, Insya Allah

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Seronok dapat balik dok kat kampung setelah sekian lama mencari rezeki di negeri orang. Terima kasih Ya Allah atas nikmat mu ini dan kekalkanlah nikmat ini . Aamiin